life · random

Need a vent. 

This may need a trigger warning. So I’m gonna add it now. I don’t really know how to do that. So if it needs changed someone let me know. 

***Trigger warning***** 

You can’t create secrets and lies in a relationship and then tell the other person there are to many and you want out. That’s not how it works. That’s not how a marriage or any relationship should work. You don’t get to create a situation just to back out when you start to get uncomfortable. 

I’m so tired of people who refuse to take responsibility for their own actions. Especially when doing that tears another person down enough to make them want to end things. If you can make a person you claim to love want to take their own life then you need to rethink your definition of love. 

I can’t even get all the words I’m feeling out because they are getting stuck. Because these entire situation shouldn’t be happening. I shouldn’t be listening to the pained sobs of a girl that has done everything in her power to please a man that she loves and thought loved her. A girl who has been doing things no woman should ever be asked to do just so she can keep a man she vowed to love till death do them part. 

I’m so angry and mad. I just needed a vent. 

I’m still searching for the fireflies in this one. 
Keep searching for Fireflies.